MF_Kitten
Set up us the bomb
i´m having another depressed episode, and i´m resorting to chocolate and tea (2 bags of Earl Grey, 1 bag of camomile, add sugar...), as i was getting into a place where i started hitting myself... before this, i was so bummed out i actually just laid in my bed, feeling stunned, with like a chokey kind of feeling in my throat, like my brain wants me to cry...
so, the reason i can´t believe myself, is that i actually got so bad i opened a drawer, and thought about picking up the knife... i then kinda managed to throw myself out of it, and just slap myself around, and now i´m fearing for my own safety... so i´m hoping the tea will help, or else i might have to eat a fat dosage of taco as well... i´m going to a buddy´s place in a little while, so hopefully some company and some bailey´s will help![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
also, like in my previous episode, i´m browsing agile baritones and stuff![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
seems to help me... and also, i love documentaries! i´ve been watching documentaries like a bitch lately, makes me feel good![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
and don´t worry, i´ll never commit suicide, or start cutting myself, that´s some lame emo shit!![Squint :squint: :squint:](/images/smilies/squint.gif)
at the worst, i´ll think about it very much![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
so, the reason i can´t believe myself, is that i actually got so bad i opened a drawer, and thought about picking up the knife... i then kinda managed to throw myself out of it, and just slap myself around, and now i´m fearing for my own safety... so i´m hoping the tea will help, or else i might have to eat a fat dosage of taco as well... i´m going to a buddy´s place in a little while, so hopefully some company and some bailey´s will help
also, like in my previous episode, i´m browsing agile baritones and stuff
seems to help me... and also, i love documentaries! i´ve been watching documentaries like a bitch lately, makes me feel good
and don´t worry, i´ll never commit suicide, or start cutting myself, that´s some lame emo shit!
![Squint :squint: :squint:](/images/smilies/squint.gif)
at the worst, i´ll think about it very much