texshred777
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To clarify my issue isn't with her or the new guy at all. I'm happy for them and I get along great with my ex wife. No drama at all so I feel lucky in that regard.
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There's this one guy that I've had quite a few courses with, and he is driving me nuts this semester. He's both an opportunist and quite a creep, and I'm both angry and spooked out. I decided to ignore red flags upon first meeting him and I gave him the benefit of the doubt, and it's come around to kick me in the ass.
He's a lazy f*ck who won't come to class because he's being a lazy sh*t and who will leave the class halfway through because "he can't concentrate" and then asks for my notes. He'd literally be 3-4 hours late, on repeated occasions, when we set up a time to go to university to study together, and then he'd just sit down and start reading manga online and browsing Facebook. Then he'd just mooch off of the work I did while he wasn't there.
On top of that, he seems to think I'm his best friend now and calls me late at night (past midnight) just to see what I'm doing, and he'll just self-invite to my place and would want to do something every f*cking day. He thinks that an invitation (read: a self-invitation that I approved) to come to my place to study is synonymous with coming to my place and being a couch potato.
He'll text me "hey man what u up to?" at 2pm on a Wednesday before class, when I'm just sitting on my desk still in my underwear watching Netflix and eating instant noodles before I have to leave for class. I tell him exactly what I am doing, and he just goes "mind if I join u?" Like, dude, come on, I am currently half brain dead and just overall being a completely idle waste of space before I have to begin getting ready, (and so does he, we have class together) why would you want to join me doing that? Piss off, watch your own TV at home and let me be before I head to school.
Before, he'd give me rides from school to my place, and he'd begin telling me extremely personal things (most of which are things that have left me feeling pretty uncomfortable. ) and I just won't reciprocate, and sometimes I'll even tell him I don't wanna hear it. But he'll carry on. I refuse his offers to take me home these days.
He's said some things recently that have made me suspicious, maybe even paranoid, and I fear he's taking a liking to me just a little bit too much, despite his constant inappropriate commentary on gay people. (Which pisses me the f*ck off, btw, and which I have kept very cool about, trying to rebut his arguments in as rational and non-confrontational a manner as I possibly can.) I am normally extremely flattered and sympathetic when I know someone likes me, and I try to be very considerate of that person's feelings, but he's been creeping me out way too much the past couple of weeks for me to give a sh*t that way, assuming my suspicions are correct. (I've brought this to the attention of a couple of my actual closest friends and they seem to think the same.)
I had an exchange via text with him a little while ago while I was in class (and he wasn't, as usual) that creeped me the f*ck out. He wanted me to meet up with him after class so he could copy my notes. Not wanting a confrontation but also not wanting to come across as a d!ck, (which I don't think I should even care for at this point) I told him to come during the 5-minute break we always have during class. He said he wasn't at school, (which is odd because he'd just texted me he could come 'now', and to which I replied that the class was still ongoing) and asked if I could meet him the day after so he could get my class notes. I'm already kinda creeped out by his pushiness, and I tell him I can just take pictures of my notes and send them to him, and that way it was easier for me and for him. Then he just goes "or I can pass by ur place after to take notes/pics?" and I get even more frustrated. Why on f*cking Earth do you want to see me SO bad?! I just told him that I wasn't gonna spend the night at my place, and that I was going somewhere else. Then he says "Oh ok, sure, send me the pics. Btw, do you mind if I give you a call when you are done with class?" At this point, I'm pretty freaked out, and I'm having trouble concentrating in class. Now, my family is currently in town visiting me and my sister, so I just used the excuse that I'd be with family and that I couldn't speak, and I asked him straight up what he wanted. He just answers "Sorry, just wanted to ask u what kind of stuff we covered tonight in class... forget that then haha." and I can't help but still be freaked out and think he was just covering his ass and not telling me what's up. Surely you'd find out what we covered in class when I sent you the damn notes, what the hell do you actually want?! But I left it at that. I did send him the pics after a while of me coming home, and he said thanks in an awfully cheerful manner and offered to buy me a beer soon. Not even gonna answer that.
Knowing the stuff he's done, the way he is with other people, and from the way he talks about the stuff he does, it's getting to the point where I feel like he just stalks me and is obsessed with me in one way or another. It's pretty unsettling. He stresses me the sh*t out, and if he keeps being this damn pushy and creepy I'm gonna have to break out of my usual calm character and straight up tell him to f*ck off. I have zero interest in making a person like that close to me. He plays a bit of guitar and he tried my little Blackstar Fly 3 at some point before he truly creeped me out (awesome little amp for the price, btw) and he liked it. He casually said to me a few days later "yeah, I should come to your house more often to play through your amp-" which I interrupted with "OOORRR, or... you could get your own amp and play in your own house," which is an awfully edgy thing for me to say to someone. He noticed my unhappiness, but he hasn't quite gotten the hint yet though.
He also smells like vegetables that are going bad. It's not a nice odour and it hangs around for a while. Talks way too much about masturbation (funny how SSO banned that word) and about his porn fetishes. He also came to me the morning after the first time he payed for sex and how he felt really guilty and lonely, and went into explicit detail about the kind of prostitute he "ordered," how he couldn't finish and how had to finish himself off after she left, and about the things he did to her and what he wanted to do. That was kind of the straw that broke the camel's back for me.
Sorry for all the verbal diarrhea, but this has me pretty upset recently.
I feel for all the people out there who have actual, real, proven stalkers. I hope it doesn't come to that for me.
Really disappointed... in myself I guess.
Fender Duo Sonic that I've been working tirelessly on now for a few months will not be finished in time to give to an awesome little girl for her birthday. So fu@king down on myself because I can't get the answers that I'm seeking re: wiring. Stupid to think I could pull this off I guess. I'll still keep at it but her birthday is fast approaching and here I am with what I thought was going to be the perfect gift... nowhere near completion.
Had I been smarter regarding wiring schematics, this thing would be just about done, I'm sure. I'm used to failing myself... just not used to failing others. Just... forget it.
tl;dr I suck.
I just saw the thread and gave some input, if it helps. You can definitely do this. What's your deadline?
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Post of the year.
Just tell him to fvck off and be done with it if he's that dense. You'll probably feel bad afterwards, but it's necessary.