CatPancakes
Im Insane
pretty much i really liked this girl, she was really nice and really cute, like you have no idea, but she liked this guy sean, and he liked her back, so i asked why they werent going out, and she said neither of them were the type to ask anybody out, so i told her to ask him out, then a week later she says theyre going out (the purpose of me getting them to go out was so i could kind of put it behind me and forget about her) but we were still friends in fact we hang out so much that people think were going out. anyway last monday her friend from mississippi visted. i didnt know he was her "long distance boyfriend". and basically he was an ass. anyway he hated sean so now she doesnt know if she wants to be with sean. The thing that irritates me the most is even though i hate her for this whole ordeal and how she handled it, i still love her so much, like i only really feel happy when im around her, i quit smoking because she said she hated it(i started it back up with a fury when her boyfriend visited) i drove her every where and spent so much money on her, and it pisses me off that i cant just let it go