BrailleDecibel
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Thanks man, I had a feeling you'd be one of the first to reply to this lol. ![Big Grin :D :D](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
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Well it's been a while since my last update. The psycho ex dipped back into my life for a week or two when we ran into each other at the AAL/Intervals/Plini show. Of course, that was predictably disastrous. I think I finally convinced her to stop bothering me under the pretense of seeking closure.
In a strange twist, I have developed pretty strong feelings for someone unexpected. She and I are in a private FB group for sharing highly offensive and graphic content. She first popped up on my radar about a year and a half ago because her wit was right on my level. Our comments back and forth sometimes got flirtatious, but nothing serious. She lives very far away, I wasn't physically attracted to her based on her FB photos, and I was dating the psycho ex at the time (before I knew how crazy she was). So memes and comments was the extent of it for over a year.
But somewhere over the summer I decided to send her a friend request anyway and get to know her better. We started chatting, and over the course of the past 6 months we went from acquaintances, to friends, to close friends, to really really liking each other. She's still far away (lives in nowheresville Montana), but the more I've gotten to know her the more attractive she is to me. So there's going to be some travel in the near future to meet in person.
I know long distance relationships rarely work, but relocation is a bridge I'd cross if I came to it. We're not dropping L-bombs or anything. We want to see what it's like actually spending time together in real life before we call it a relationship, but it's been good for me psychologically to connect with someone again and I'm excited to see where this goes.
Time for some happy stuff for a change!
I proposed to my girlfriend on new year's, and she said yesSo, wedding coming up
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^^Ditto to the congratulations, p0ke! Knock 'em dead!
I've actually got some good news of my own to share in this thread for once lol...I'm not comfortable sharing a ton of details yet, but just know that I am deeply in love with a beautiful woman who loves me back just the same and gets me in such a complete and total way that it's almost scary, happier than I've been in years, and I am finally at peace inside. That last part especially is more important than I can even begin to express, and I'm sure that many of you who have read my posts over the years on this forum know how absolutely huge this is for me. I am currently writing a song for this girl, and just recorded the music to it last night, with vocals to come. I swear I am not trying to plug my music in a thread it shouldn't be plugged in, I just wanted to show you guys that even the music I write is happier-sounding now.Thank all of you guys, whether we've only passed a few words, or if you're one of the chatroom regulars I talk to on a daily basis, for being here for me to talk to before this girl came along. It's much appreciated.
https://soundcloud.com/brailledecibel/killing-the-worm
Well it's been a while since my last update. The psycho ex dipped back into my life for a week or two when we ran into each other at the AAL/Intervals/Plini show. Of course, that was predictably disastrous. I think I finally convinced her to stop bothering me under the pretense of seeking closure.
In a strange twist, I have developed pretty strong feelings for someone unexpected. She and I are in a private FB group for sharing highly offensive and graphic content. She first popped up on my radar about a year and a half ago because her wit was right on my level. Our comments back and forth sometimes got flirtatious, but nothing serious. She lives very far away, I wasn't physically attracted to her based on her FB photos, and I was dating the psycho ex at the time (before I knew how crazy she was). So memes and comments was the extent of it for over a year.
But somewhere over the summer I decided to send her a friend request anyway and get to know her better. We started chatting, and over the course of the past 6 months we went from acquaintances, to friends, to close friends, to really really liking each other. She's still far away (lives in nowheresville Montana), but the more I've gotten to know her the more attractive she is to me. So there's going to be some travel in the near future to meet in person.
I know long distance relationships rarely work, but relocation is a bridge I'd cross if I came to it. We're not dropping L-bombs or anything. We want to see what it's like actually spending time together in real life before we call it a relationship, but it's been good for me psychologically to connect with someone again and I'm excited to see where this goes.
I hate to be "that guy", but my relationship has suddenly ended. Again, not gonna air a lot of dirty laundry here, but it was for the best, as it was a toxic situation for both of us in the end despite how great it seemed at the start. But I am just gonna soldier on and keep my head up and keep making music, so I guess I am not totally "that guy", if you get me...staying positive here...![]()
Most of you probably don't remember or might not give af, but the infamous ex of last year sent me a text yesterday asking if I was going to see Alcest next week. It was so weird and unexpected seeing a text from her. It has been a year since we last talked at all. She just sends a text out of no where casually asking if I am going to a show after a year of not talking. Who knows what it means, but one thing I do know, is that I am not going to reply. Haha, does she actually think I am going to respond to that?
It might be too good to be true, but for most people, loving and getting hurt is better than spending life alone. Don't be naive, but don't live in fear of betrayal either.Hey all, I have been seeing this girl for almost a month now and she is absolutely amazing. My thing is, I was cheated on before and I just have a fear that I'll get hurt again (which is always a possibility). I just feel like it might be too good to be true..? We both like each other a lot, so I ask: Am I just being paranoid? Or are things this good usually too good to be true? Trying to not make myself go crazy here.
It might be too good to be true, but for most people, loving and getting hurt is better than spending life alone. Don't be naive, but don't live in fear of betrayal either.
It might be too good to be true, but for most people, loving and getting hurt is better than spending life alone. Don't be naive, but don't live in fear of betrayal either.
Being single is life on easy mode. Not having to capitulate to other people's will is quite nice.